February 2011
Ugh
Trying to study with all this shit on my mind is nearly impossible. I’m so ashamed about everything that no one knows the complete story. I just can’t handle this anymore. I can’t keep living like this. I don’t know what to do.
January 2011
I am the worst person in the world.
I’m stuck in a rut and I don’t know how to get out.
riverstallings:
Happiness is more than a feeling. It’s something that you gave to let overtake you. Something you have to stop fighting and just give in. “Sometimes it just feels better to give in.”
The single hardest thing to do is let your guard down, but once done, the feeling is incredible. Letting someone get inside the deepest reaches of your mind’s realm, your heart and soul is...
This weekend...
I’m speechless.
riverstallings:
With an affirming gesture our bodies twitched to the sound of our skin naked and new I may have even thought this real if my spine hadn’t been just put together with glue I carry around a box without shape, inside a heart waiting to be molded like clay O’ the dirt and O’ the dust that must be swept up before the coming day And when done, the contents of the box must be left to...
Some people need to learn to keep their mouth...
Didn’t you ever learn to not say anything unless you have something nice to say? Go back to kindergarten and get some class.
I love cats way more than I love people.
theboyleastlikelyto:
Sweet messages on formspring are making my shitty...
<333 thanks whoever you are, anons. I wish I could thank you personally.
I feel really boring lately.
I’m always exhausted. I never want to do anything. All I wanna do is sleep. I don’t have the energy for anything else. I need to fix this.
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Seven Deadly Sins Challenge: Day 7 - Lust.
Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.
I prefer flings to relationships. I’m beginning to think it’s because I’m terrified of people getting inside me, getting into my head and knowing everything about me. I don’t sit well with that. That and they’ll get bored of me eventually once they have me… I’m not sure I can deal with that. It’s so hard for me to...
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Seven Deadly Sins Challenge: Day 6 - Gluttony.
Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.
I have a hate/love relationship with food.
I’m a sucker for a sweet talker. I love when a guy can talk cute to me with pet names.
Reality TV shows. They’re such bullshit and brainwashing a vast majority of our world but I find them humorous and I can’t ever turn them off.
Verry Berry. Frozen yogurt is the best.
I don’t actually...
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Seven Deadly Sins Challenge: Day 5 - Greed.
Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.
Books. I want every piece of literature known to man (minus all the teenage girl drama mama books). I want every classic, every mystery, every love story, every single one.
Technology- iPhone, Macbook.
Clothes, clothes, clothes.
Shoes, shoes, shoes.
Piercings- Both sides of my nose, smiley, second ears, cartilage, tragus, dermals on my wrists,...
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Seven Deadly Sins Challenge: Day 4 - Sloth.
Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.
Sleep adequately. I usually get from 2-4 hours of sleep a night. I wish I had time to sleep for 9 hours.
Clean. I do bare minimum to get me by. I need to work on this.
Take my vitamins every day.
Be diligent in things I love doing. I just never have time.
Remember to do things. I have the worst memory in the world.
Find a job.
Get my...
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Seven Deadly Sins Challenge: Day 3 - Wrath.
Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.
Ignorance. In all forms. Present day, especially concerning the debate over the Ground Zero Islamic Community Center and all other attacks on mosques and the Qur’an. It’s proof that racism is alive and well. Anyone ignorant enough to think that the terrorist extreme groups who commit atrocities in Islam’s name are the same as...
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Seven Deadly Sins Challenge: Day 2 - Envy.
Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.
The perfect body. That’s pretty self-explanatory.
Enough money to give the people I love the things that they deserve. My life is always going to be devoted to others; those I know personally and those I don’t. And money to spend on myself. I guess this is pretty materialistic. But I wish I could wear the things I actually like, I wish...
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Seven Deadly Sins Challenge: Day 1 - Pride
Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.
I pick up concepts really easily in school and in general. I enjoy learning so it comes relatively easy to me the first time around.
I’m so incredibly compassionate about everything and everyone and just have a general respect for it all. I’m really open minded.
I’m friendly and connect with people also easily therefore I make...
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I did the Seven Deadly Sins Challenge from October I believe and never posted it. Posting now with no edits. Let’s see how this goes…
I like playful relationships. I’ll call you a...
(via jordyntaylorrrr, hmpayne)
These past two days
with my boyfriend have been the best. It’s complete bliss around him. I always feel comfortable and secure, wanted and loved, happy and lucky.
“When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.”
– Bob Marley
“Love is passion, obsession, someone you can’t live without. If you don’t start...”
– Meet Joe Black (via quotewhore)
My little brother is the cutest.
He just walked into my room and said “J’espere que tu dors ce soir. Bonne nuit, ma plus belle soeur.” <3
